Help me please, I need motivation

I've never been one for exercising, even when I was skinny.  Can't stand gyms or any organized exercise programs!  I used to be more sporty and exercised that way, but now I can't do any of that because I'm too fat!!  The sporty stuff I always found more entertaining and enjoyable, but I'm too fat to do that stuff now.  I have to resign myself to the fact that I have to actually EXERCISE, bugger it sounds horrible.  Help!! I need support and the motivation to do it!!!

Being fat sucks,
Fatty McFatterson

Oh crap I'm back I think!

So, I've never really gotten into the hang of this blogging thing.  I love reading other peoples blogs, but I can't seem to get the motivation enough to keep up with my own!  Maybe it's because I can't do it at work - damn IT nazi's!!  Maybe it's because I know that nobody reads my mindless drivel, but it's also the pressure I put on myself to be interesting/amusing.  I started this blog as a journal of my weight loss journey, the journey has really not started yet.  Fucking procrastination, the mantra of my life!!  Although I have ordered Tony Horton's Ten Minute Trainer and maybe it'll help more than any other fitness systems for me.

Stay strong fat friends!!
Fatty McFatterson