The battle sucks!

Yeah, so I sounded like an ungreatful bitch in the last post. I know that there are millions of other people in the world who have it way worse than me. I've never thought that I was the most hard done by person on the planet, but we all have crappy issues in life, don't we? I wasn't bitching because I can't have the designer anything that I may want. I don't give a shit about designer crap! I'm not destitute or diseased, I guess I'm just fed up. I don't need constant affirmation, I just need some affirmation. I guess when you don't get any, a little goes a long way. Believe me, the last thing I expect to hear is...WOW you're looking really thin lately. That ain't gonna happen anytime soon! I'm guessing when you work with your BF and he's one of the bosses, but not your direct supervisor, that work inevitably streams into your personal life, I know it has for me. That's what gets me down the most, I just want to feel a little appreciated, not always criticized. It still makes me feel underappreciated and worthless a lot of the time, but what the hell am I supposed to do about it. You tell me!